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I don't want to wonder
If this is a blunder
I don't want to worry whether
We're GOING TO stay together
'Till we die

I don't want to jump in
Unless this music's thumping
All the dishes rattle in the cupboards
When the elephants arrive

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, ouais
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

I don't want to fake it
I just want to make it
The ornaments look pretty
But they're pulling down the branches
Of the Tree

I don't want to think about it
I don't want to talk about it
When I kiss your lips
I want to sink down to the bottom
Of the sea

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now, yeah
I want to love you madly, ouais
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

I don't want to hold back
I don't want to slip down
I don't want to think back to the one thing that I know I
Should have done

I don't want to doubt you
Know everything about you
I don't want to sit across the table from you
Wishing I could run

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, ouais
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

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Soo fucking dumbbbb why am I getting this again....... Must be a pull from a magnetic force of my poisonious subconscious, trying to level itself out, like a melting iceberg, in a vat of lava. Or a balloon trying to float, rise above, in a hurricane, trying to rise above it all..... going on beneath.

The profit is a fool, the spirtual man is mad,
For the multitude of thine inequity, and the great hatred. (hosea 9:7)

Everyones trying to decide,
Where to go when theres no place to hide.
I follow the bombs as theyre coming down.
This must have been hallowed ground.

No matter what they decide to have done.
Burn up the clouds, block out the sun.
My hope is in one they cant bring down.
My soul is in hallowed ground.

I see the fear, its on the rise.
Lets catch the enemy by surprise.
Burry your treasure where it cant be found.
Burry it deep in hallowed ground.

Everyone has a hard time with this part. I just know it, it cant just be me. I really am showing a weak moment, or am close to it, like someone in a crowded supermarket trying to get checked out in the 14 items or less lane. I finally cracked today, and cried the first time after the break up. I cant do this alone. I know I cant, so I've been trying to hang out with some new friends and forget the past. Its better but I am still the same person, just less tolerant of the bullshit. Hopefully this wasnt a complete waste of my time, and I know I have changed because of this, greatly. But It still dosent shake the fact that I will never go backwards, an often scarey feeling that needs comforting...  I have off tomorrow, and im probably going to clean until someone offers me something else to go do. Its been so hot outside, and ive been running around all week at the deli trying to fill peoples orders. Im enjoying it more because I have more inside jokes with my co-workers, and they know me alittle better, as Im getting to know them better. Its a nice atmosphere at times, sometimes it can be crazy.

Well anyways shitss been hitting the fan since i got home so.... Might as well start a new

Sometimes its a good hurt.

So when you feel like being deep, and theres no one to be deep too... then where do you turn?

I met a new friend yesterday, but I dont think that anything deep was said. Just a lot of physicological stuff. Reorganizing what was said most of the time - hence - things were confusing. He was nice, but all we did was chill with the windy weather under a tree. The moon was nice, but it was a half moon. Ironicly, that resembled my feelings that night.

So I hate leaving Delhi for a week, because Im so in the mix here and like you get used to the fast paceness, but instead of getting anxiety, your no longer affected by it mentally, its affects you physically. We like to call it secondary anxiety symptoms ha ha. I personally break out, get split ends (other than the ones created by straightening my hair all the time ha-ha). Get muscle twitches. mostly in my face and around my eyes, and bounce my leg- which I NEVER have done before, Eat and gain a lot of weight apparently, and can make a joke out of anything.

Its not uncommon to feel like your constantly failing when your not, like I know I need to get a really good grade on my lifespans and Anatomy and Phys tests. And hold yourself to a standard of unreachable measures. Although that ones obtainable... This is my vacation now, but Im going to be studying for lifespans most of the time.